A few days later.

I guess that I am starting to feel better about myself, my life, and the drastic change in my future fortunes that has occurred.

I may have lost a girl I loved, but I still have my health, my family, and friends all over the world. I have to say, the outpouring of sympathy and generally friendly love from all over the world has really helped me get through all this. Of course, it's still hard, but it's always hard.